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I had a fun night at dinner tonight, but I am feeling kind of sad. My son is going to be meeting his 3 siblings soon that he has never laid eyes on in his entire almost 18 years of life..I am happy for them, but scared..not wanting anyone to get hurt..there has been enough pain caused by one selfish and sick man...how do you have kids and abandon them? I am angry, too. How do grandparents not care about their grandchildren...pray for these kids that they can find closure in some way and stop carrying around shame that is not theirs..they did nothing wrong...they were simply born. Unfortunately, they had a poor excuse for a father and have paid the price for his sins by never really feeling complete. Just pray for them.